My kickass buddy ~Ginnunga is offering commissions in exchange for a subscription, and so I'm helping her out by featuring her here. <3 It'd be seriously awesome if you could go check out her page, she's amazing! Look at this birthday giftart she did for me - [link] . <3

Dude, I seriously can't believe it's only four weeks until Christmas. ._.; I have ... absolutely no idea where this year has gone. I don't know if any of you guys feel the same, but it's weird.
So yesterday I was thinking about holiday art, and the possibility of opening trade and gift slots; but my timing with finishing art is not exactly brilliant, and I wouldn't want somebody still waiting for me to complete something after the holidays, since that would be sucky for both parties involved, lol. I tend to accept a little too much pressure and then freak out, so ... yeah. I'll probably just doodle something small as a general "wishing well of holiday spirit" thing to everybody, lol. I'd like ... write out letters/cards/whatver, but it just plain outright sucks when people don't respond. XD
ANYWAY.
That's not the only reason I'm updating this. I had something intelligent to say, but it seems to have slipped my mind. xD Which ... isn't exactly unusual for me.
Lady Gaga's re-issued album is worth getting if you're a fan. <3 I especially like Bad Romance and Dance in the Dark, they're cool tracks. I'm getting hyped for the eventual release of the next My Chemical Romance album, for sure. They're still monumentally awesome in my opinion, and if Desolition Row was any indication of what it'll sound like ... awesome. I just hope they put Stay on there ... the lyrics are beautiful. <3 Typically, all the people that say "OMG THEY'RE TOO EMO!" are always fucking complaining about something, lollollol.
But yeahhh.
That's just me. xD
And my probably offensive opinions.
<3

How am I feeling today?
Arma-Goddamn-Motherfucking-Geddon ~ Marilyn Manson.
o_o;; Wow, that's kinda ... weird lol.

How do my friends see me?
Breaking Inside ~ Shinedown.
LOL oh gosh. Thanks guys.

Where will I get Married?
The Carpal Tunnel Of Love ~ Fall Out Boy.
THAT IS THE BEST PLACE IN THE WORLD TO GET MARRIED apart from Vegas. XD

What is my best friend's theme song?
...To Be Loved ~ Papa Roach.
The way I see it, I have moar than one best friend, yes. And this fits one of my best friends. <3

What is the story of my life?
Detroit Rock City ~ Kiss.
YOU GOTTA LOSE YOUR MIND IN DETROIT, ROCK CITY!

How can I get ahead in life?
Your Friends Are Full Of Shit ~ Leathermouth.
I've had friends like that...

What is the best thing about me?
Attack ~ 30 Seconds To Mars.
...I don't know weather to take that as a compliment or an insult. XD

What is in store for this weekend?
Just Dance ~ Lady Gaga.
Yeahh that's awesome. <3

What song describes my parents?
Ava Adore ~ Smashing Pumpkins.
...Ahh, that's kinda cool but weird at the same time. xDD

My grandparents?
5th Period Massacare ~ Leathermouth.
I wouldn't really know - they choose to ignore me.

How is my life going?
If You Only Knew ~ Shinedown.
Well that's nice and depressing, lol. Thanks so much for all the encouragement. XD


What song will they play at my funeral?
BreakEven ~ The Script.
...One of the best songs I've ever heard so I'm cool with it.

How does the world see me?
Waking Up In Vegas ~ Katy Perry.
LOL LOL LOL IN SEVEN YEARRRS.

Will I have a happy life?
Battle Of One ~ 30 Seconds To Mars.
Apparently not, lol. XD

Do people secretly lust after me?:
Who Let You Go? ~ The Killers.
Ahh, yeah... I don't know why hurrf.


How can I make myself happy?
Try, Try, Try ~ Smashing Pumpkins.
I take this song as a conversation between a paitent and a doctor. And I'm always there for somebody who is around doctors a lot, so ... yeah. <3


What should I do with my life?
Coma White ~ Marilyn Manson.
It's becoming apparent that both this quiz and my iPod hate my guts right now lol.


What is some good advice for me?
Walk ~ Avenged Sevenfold.
That's fucking awesome. <3 And, I do give other people the advice to walk, typically if they're whiny little bratty assholes posing as friends. XD

What is my signature dancing song?
Beat It ~ Fall Out Boy.
OMG WIIIIN! This is so my dance song anyway. I lav eet.

What do I think my current theme song is?
Stand Inside Your Love ~ Smashing Pumpkins.
Um ... maybe. It's a nice song. Just can't see it working well with it being about me, lol.

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
I Don't Care ~ Fall Out Boy.
Oh wow. XD That's freaking awesome.

What type of men/women do you like?
Perfect ~ Smashing Pumpkins.
But ... nobody is perfect! D:

IF SOMEONE SAYS ''IS THIS OKAY'' YOU SAY?
Year Zero ~ 30 Seconds To Mars.
"Be a hero, kill your ego!"
That will be my new thing to say to people now.

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
The Fight Song ~ Marilyn Manson.
"I'm not a slave to a God that doesn't exsist, and I'm not a slave to a world that doesn't give a shit."
Pretty much. ;D

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Bat Country ~ Avenged Sevenfold.
Yeahhh. <3

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Smooth Criminal ~ Michael Jackson.
! Freaking awesome, dude! I love this song. <3

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Welcome To The Black Parade ~ My Chemical Romance.
"When I was a young girl, my mother took me into the city,
To see a marching band
She said, "girl when you grow up,
Would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten, and the damned?"
She said, "Will you defeat them, your demons and all the non-believers, the plans that they have made?
Because one day, I'll leave you
A phantom, to lead you in the summer
To join the black parade..."

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Zero ~ Smashing Pumpkins.
Lol yeah.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Harder Than A Coffin Nail ~ Papa Roach.
That's ... pretty much true, haha.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Bad ~ Micheal Jackson.
FFFF. <3333

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Holiday ~ Weezer.
Yeah... I just want to get out of this damned country, lol.

WHAT IS 2+2?
Paradox ~ Fact.
...Of course. XD

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Disarm ~ Smashing Pumkins.
"Disarm you smile.."
There you go. I'm going to disarm one of my best friends with a smile. XD

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
God Gave Rock And Roll To You ~ Kiss.
If there was somebody I liked ... this wouldn't be a song I related to them rofl.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Grand Theft Autumn/Where Is Your Boy? ~ Fall Out Boy.
!
Pretty much.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Every Breath You Take ~ The Police.
....
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Demolition Lovers ~ My Chemical Romance.
...That's so badass.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Pokerface ~ Lady Gaga.
ROFL WIN.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Reckless ~ Papa Roach.
Fine with me. C:

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Not Listening ~ Papa Roach.
"I'm not listening, not any more,
The more I hear the more I ignore!"

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Dead On Arrival ~ Fall Out Boy.
Yes, totally. <3

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Message In A Bottle ~ The Police.
...I'm a castaway? No.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
All The Pretty Faces ~ The Killers.
LOL You're a gorgeous bunch alright. ;D
"You're not going anywhere without me!"

This is so the journal entry for you!
...
Can you tell that I got bored again? XDD I should really be finishing off my to-do list; I'm like sixty percent done with it for once, hell yeah. XD But I wanted to take this quiz from ~AllynDupe, even though I think I've taken it before. XD So have fun.

Your real name: I think "Susi" is the only thing you guys need to know me by. ;D
Age: 18.
Height: Like, 5'11" or something.
Natural hair colour: Dark brown, almost black.
Eye colour: Same as above. <3
Skin color: Errr ... damn, this question is kinda hard. Tanned, or olive, whichever you prefer.
Glasses/contacts?: Nahh.
Piercings: I had one, but not anymore [it was a labret under the right side of my bottom lip].
Tattoos: Hurr yeah. XD An Oriental-style butterfly I drew up myself.
Braces: Nah.
Mannerisms: LOL. Um. I'm not sure how to answer that, to be honest.
Other distinctive markings: Scars on my face/legs/arms, brown-ish spots on my left wrist, right index finger, and a few other places [back of my knees but I don't remember which one lol].

FAVOURITE
Colour: Basically everything, especially if it's really fuckin' bright. XD But ... purple is my overall preference.
Band: Lady Gaga, My Chemical Romance, Smashing Pumpkins, Avenged Sevenfold, Kiss, Shinedown, Slipknot, Fall Out Boy, Leathermouth, and some others.
Video game: POKEMON. <3 And Final Fantasy XII.
Movie: Madagascar 2: Escape To Africa, Kung Fu Panda, Night At The Museum [both; more the second one], and a load more.
Book: Again, a lot ... plus it changes, but it's usually some sort of horror deal. Vampires and werewolves are totally badass.
Food: INDIAN FOOD. <3 As long as it's spicy and vegetarian.
Game on a cell phone: ...None?
CD: It's probably going to be the re-issuing of Lady Gaga's "The Fame" when I get it. ;D
Flower: Roses, lilies, cherry blossoms...
Scent: My dog.
Animal: Dogs, and anything remotely canine.
Comic book: BATMAN. I don't care what anybody says, he's the best superhero dude evar.
Cereal: I don't eat cereal ... haha.
Website: This one. ;D
Cartoon: The Simpsons, South Park [sometimes, lol], Futurama, The Grim Adventures Of Billy And Mandy and of course The Penguins Of Madagascar. Old-school Tomp & Jerry is pretty awesome and I do love old Loony Tunes. FOGHORN LEGHORN. <3

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: No, but I sing.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: ... No.
Like to sing?: DUH.
Have a job?: Maybe not everybody else sees it this way, but I think being an artist - unemployed or otherwise - is kinda a job in itself.
Have a cell phone?: Yeah, but I don't use it.
Like to play sports?: Define sports. If being sarcastic was included in the olympics then I'd win hands down. XD
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No.
Have a crush on someone?: ...
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: Sadly, yes.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: No, that's just greedy. XD And would doom the planet even more than it has been already.
Have any special talents/skills?: ...Drawing, sarcasm, making people laugh, making people feel loved...
Exercise daily?: Yeahhh!
Like school?: LOL no I never liked it.

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: No.
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: Yes, but ... I don't really need to, considering how tall I am. XD
Speak any other languages?: A few words in French and a few words in Spanish. ;D
Go a day without food?: Never. D:
Remember your dreams: The nightmares, yeah.
Read music, not just tabs?: No.
Roll your tongue?: Yeah.
Eat a whole pizza?: I have done, once. Hey, when all you've eaten is your breakfast at like six in the morning and you don't get to eat again until almost eight in the night, you could too. XD

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery?: No.
Snuck out of the house?: Haha, no.
Lied to get out of trouble?: Once or twice, I guess. Hasn't everyone?
Had a computer crash?: More like "computer-go-boom-in-yer-face".
Gotten lost in your city?: ...Yes. xDDD
Seen a shooting star?: Once, I think.
Been to any other countries?: No. :c But I really want to go to America.
Had a serious surgery?: Semi-serious. Tonsils removed because I was ill for weeks on end with them being icky and inflamed. After, I threw up blood. XD
Stolen something important to someone else?: No.
Solved a rubiks cube?: ...What kind of question is this?
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: ...I would never ever do that, dude.
Cried over a girl?: I've cried over a female friend before now, yeah.
Cried over a boy?: Same here.
Kissed a random stranger?: ...That's trashy. :c
Hugged a random stranger?: LOL no. Hugging is way more acceptable than kissing a complete stranger though.
Been in a fist fight?: Come close, more than a few times.
Been arrested?: Not yet. XD
Done drugs?: No, I'm a smart kid. ;D
Had alcohol?: DO. NOT. WANT. Seriously, ugh.
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: Juice, Diet Coke, and coffee have before now.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: More than once! XD With complete strangers inside it.
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: O_O;;; NO WAY. I might see .. nasty, eyeburning things.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: No.
Swore at your parents?: ...Yes.
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: Oh yeah. There's nothing funnier than a guy that thinks he's all that nearly crying because his thing's been kicked. XD
Been to a casino?: Not yet but damn it I want to.
Ran over an animal and killed it?: No! :c
Broken a bone?: I think I have a minor fracture in my right wrist from falling down stairs; it's a shame because it's my arting hand, lol.
Gotten stitches?: Not yet.
Had a water balloon fight in winter?: No? That's ... not an intelligent thing to do. XD I have a shitty immune system so I'd only pick up whatever cold/flu/whatever is going around and then give it to my parents.
Made homemade muffins?: Sure, with my mom. I tend to burn things, though.
Bitten someone?: ...No.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: No, but it would be fun to go, I guess. <3
Burped in someone’s face?: THAT'S DISGUSTING.

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: Around an hour ago? For the second time today. <3
Cried: Ahh ... a few days ago, quite recently. As in, this past week.
Went to the bathroom: You don't need to know that, and I'm not going to tell you anyway.
Saw a movie in a theatre: A few months ago, now ... I can't remember what I saw last, I think it was the latest Harry Potter or something.
Read a book: Forty-five minutes ago. Oh, I'm good. ;D
Had a snow day: Feburary time this year. <3
Had a party: I don't really have parties, to be honest.
Went to a doctor: For me, personally ... well wow, I have no idea. XD Sometime either this year or last year.
Tripped in front of someone: Yesterday. -_-;
Went to the grocery store: A few days ago.
Got sick: Y'know I can't even remember that? I have hand sanitizer with me all the time at this time of year, so here's hoping there's a Christmas when I'm actually feeling well.
Got cursed: Probably. XD There are a ton of people out there that don't like me, but ... the feeling is way more than mutual lol.
Called someone: I tend not to call people, for some reason.

DO YOU PREFER
Fruit/vegetables: Both.
Black/white: Both.
Lights on/lights off: Either.
TV/movie: Depends, really.
Body spray/lotion: Spray.
Cash/cheque: Cash for sure.
Pillows/blankets: Pillows.
Headache/stomach ache: Headache, dude.
Paint/charcoal: I don't really know, to be honest.
Chinese food/Mexican food: MEXICANNN. But I do love both.
Summer/winter: The part where it's not exactly summer but not winter. Yeah. Most articulate description ever.
Snow/rain: Really heavy rain with thunderstorms and stuff.
Fog/misty: Misty.
Rock/rap: Rock!!
Meat/vegetarian: Vegetarian.
Chocolate/vanilla: Either.
Sprinkles/icing: Icing.
Cake/pie: CAKE.
Strawberries/blueberries: Strawberries.
Ocean/swimming pool: Ocean. It's prettier, but more dangerous ... which, let's face it, every pretty thing has to be a little bit dangerous to be interesting, right?
Cookies/muffins: Muffins.
Wallet/pocket: Wallet.
Window/door: ...Window. I like seeing where I'm going.
Charles Chaplin/Chespirito: I don't even know why you're asking me that, dude.
Pink/purple: PURPLE.
Cat/dog: Dog out of preference, but I do love cats too. Just can't own one with my dog, plus I'd never push him out for any reason you could ever think of. <3 I can't explain what it's like to know you're loved by a living being that has no obligation to love you, and the feeling you get when they see you first thing in the morning and freak out.
Long sleeve/short sleeve: Short sleeve.
Pants/shorts: Pants.
Winter break/spring break: ...Ehh, both.
Spring/autumn: Autumn.
Clouds/clear sky: Clear.
Moon/mars: Moon moon mooon. DO NOT TAKE THAT THE WRONG WAY. XDDD
War/Peace: Peace, but it'll never happen.

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Do you believe in love?: I don't know. Family and friends kinda love, no questions, but ... other kind of love, I have a lot of doubt.
What's the most important kind of love for you?: ... Now what did I just tell you?
Have you ever been in love?: I don't know.
Been close to love?: Probably not.
If you have, with who?: LOL.
Ever confessed your feelings to the one you loved?: ....
Really badly so that it actually hurts and you cry at night?: I have felt like that before. XD
Are you in a relationship?: No.
If so, for how long?: xDDD
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: No. I think if you're lucky, you'l find something; maybe not real love, but something real close.
What is your idea of the best date?: Concert, tattoo parlour, and a horror movie.
What was your first kiss like?: Couldn't tell you.
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: Are you dumb?
Do you think love is worth nothing?: No.
Best experience you’ve ever had with the opposite sex: Just being stupid.

I...
Am: One of a kind.
Want: ...A hug.
Need: You?
Love: My mom, my dog, my friends and my iPod. <3
Hate: Those drunks that come up to you and start talking random crap.
Feel: Happy.
Did: Put an old lady [late thirties] to shame. XD She wanted to get a geko tattooed, then changed her mind to a flower, than a line with hearts on ... and she screamed and kicked at the guy working on her. XD I just sat there and took it. ;D
Miss: Going to concerts!
Am annoyed by: People who tell me how to live my life.
Would rather: Be getting another tattoo done. ;D
Am tired of: Stuck-up assholes.
Will always: Be that tattooed girl who'll be different.

MISCELLANEOUS
What is your favourite genre of music?: Rock and most of it's weird sub genres, Electronica.
What time is it now?: 7.30.
How much money do you have right now?: Almost ten pound I think.
Are you hungry right now?: Kinda.
What are you doing right now?: Drinking Diet Coke annnnd thinking about sleep.
Do you like parades?: YES!
Do you like the moon?: Wasn't there already a question about this?
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: Watch TV, I guess.
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: To stop time, and fast forward/rewind it.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
Funny?: Yeah.
Cool?: Ice ice baby. XD
Pretty?: Without sounding vein, I do like my own apperance.
Sarcastic?: Neverrr. XD
Lazy?: Yeah.
Hyper?: Sometimes.
Friendly?: Not always.
Evil?: If you piss me off, than yeah.
Unforgettable?: You tell me.
Smart?: In English.
Strong?: Physically, yeah. Emotionally, kinda.
Talented?: In drawing. ;D
Dorky?: YES YES YES I don't care if anybody knows my nerdiness.

WHAT COMES TO MIND WITH THE WORD
High: Drugs. D: Nastyyy.
Lonely: Walking in the rain.
Pen: Paper.
Flower: Roses.
Window: Outside.
Psycho: Clown.
Brain freeze: Cold drink.
Strange: You. XD Just kidding; markers [because sometimes I put random combinations in there, lol].
Sassy: Girly-girl ew.
Suffering: Agony.
Art: Me. ;D

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?: No no no.
Run away?: No.
Curse at a teacher?: I would have, yeah.
Not take a shower for a week?: No, that's nasty. Unless I was really ill, like to the point of not being able to get out bed or something.
Ask someone out?: Eh...
Unscrew your cellphone too see what's inside?: I HAVE. <3 It's boring, though.
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: No.
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: Yes yes yes. <3
Go scuba diving?: Sure?
Write a book?: Mmm, it's an idea. I'm writing personal stuff about my characters the world will never see, but writing a book for publishing has always been an interest of mine.
Assemble a computer?: No.
Become a rock star?: OVERNIGHT SUCESS BABY. XD No, I could never cope with all the attention and stress.
Have a long-distance relationship?: I don't know; depends what you class as long-distance.
Marry someone you don't know?: Whaaaat.

LAST QUESTIONS ( FINALLY ) - ARRGHHHH...
What kind of computer do you have?: Acer.
What grade/level of studies are you in? (if applicable): ONE MILLION.
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: YES.
How many posters do you have in your room?: I lost count.
Who else should take this quiz?: EVERYONE! YOU GUYS READING THIS.

Currently I'm blasting some music on my iPod, feeling a little rough, eating an orange, and feeling curious as to what's on your mind. Plus, I'm bored out of my brains and figured that this was as good a time as any to say, I'd like to get to know you better.
Things like, what's your favourite colour, what was the last movie you watched, what's your favourite song/band/artist of all time/currently, what was the last book you read, what are you thinking about ... all that.